I have experienced more suffering than I am able or willing to share and at times I wonder what the purpose is to so much pain... Wonder how people are able to hate so much and hurt so much. I never cease to be amazed at the horrors that mankind devise when I know so many good people. It seems as if the persentage of evil people out there is small. Is it simply that those who are hurtful are so many or that they are so vile, or both that accounts for so much horror in the world? I have come to understand that my suffering is because of who I will become. Great suffering leads to great compassion. One day we will run free. Unfettered.
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Colorado holds so much more presence than I had thought. I didn't not want to leave and I lingered in those snow capped peaks for as long as I could. I would move there if only I could conceive of meeting the cost of living. It is an experience that can change you if you let it. What awesome breathtaking majesty! Now I know why the bible says "to the hills I lift my eyes" I lived in California and have seen the sierra Nevada, but this was something more.